Welcome to University of the Philippines Los Baños!

Everywhere I look at is just simply picture-perfect -the people, the food, and the place. UPLB can be a paradise, but it can mostly be the opposite. I am just a freshman yet these past few days that have passed have been a huge life-changer for me. Never have I imagined that I will experience a great mental torture as I enter this world of bittersweet reality. It made me realize that I have passed a lot of chances to enjoy the remaining days of my once a happy-go-lucky life. To tell you the truth, being right here made me appreciate high school life more.

I feel afraid because I'm just a freshman. Considering the upperclassmen, what I feel today is nothing to them. I just want to go home. I don't want my freedom. I don't want my responsibility. And what struck me here is that even if I don't want to, I have to. I have to do this for four years. I can't be tired. They say, if you love what you are doing, you won't feel as tired as others who don't. So I ask myself, do I love what I am doing? Perhaps, I do, but is it enough? Now a deep hole in my soul is being dug upon. I feel empty. Because I still haven't found what my dream is. Can you share your dream with me? I'm going crazy here.

Yep. Reality.

Quezon Province Escapade

Grabbed the chance to travel for free (Yey!) My mom was invited to her officemate's wedding and since I made their invitation... I tagged along! 

[Meh] Family Getaway

"the tans will fade 

but the memories will last forever"  

 It is my grandmother's birthday and she celebrated it at Saniya Resort here at Dasmariñas City which is really popular with the people here this summer. My whole family's here. It isn't that hot. Perfect timing for swimming.

My siblings and cousins are all excited `cause they'll be swimmin' and they''ll be runnin'. But who cares? I waaant mooore~ *inserts Ariel's voice here* I wanna be where the people are... hahaha. Kidding aside, we went there and took pictures with different cartoon characters which it is known for. Too bad, didn't see someone cute/handsome there. Really, wala e. Puro matatanda na at mga bata yung nandoon. HAHAHAHA. Still, I did enjoy this once-in-a-while summer getaway. Till next year!

The Incredible Hulk and my biceps. *bow*

[Literary] One Sided Love ♥

Huwaa~ Random stuff ☺. I wrote this poem, and I thought of sharing it  here. It's about a girl who likes a guy, but she doesn't want to like the guy anymore because everything seems so wrong about it. The problem is the guy didn't care, he didn't know her that much, and lastly, he didn't have feelings for her at all. Kind of relates to [Anime] Itazura na kiss, Naoki and Kotoko. <///3

Whenever I see you, I just can't stop staring
I tried to stop it but well, it's hard
When I hear you name my heart beats fast
When I think of you, how I wish you think of me too
Every night I close my eyes with thoughts of you and me
I get the same thoughts the moment I open my eyes

Can I keep on dreaming?
Can I keep on pretending?
You know me, I know you
Acquaintances aren't that bad right?
But I can't stop dreaming that someday, we'll be friends
and that the day will come where you like me too

[Meh] Let The Summer Begin 2014 ♥

Ey~ It's been a long time since I posted something in this blog. I guess being a junior high school student was not that easy. Chemistry, Geometry, History, Advance Biology, and Research made my schedule full. I've been through a looot of exams and at last, I'm free~! ^___^ This is the start of my "Regular Summer Vacation". I hope to blog more and do more fun stuffs this summer, I really want to enjoy it. However, our school will conduct an UPCAT review (Review for College Entrance Exam) on April 21 and our Thesis which we need to conduct or else, we can't graduate. Time is running so fast. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? For now, I'm here in our house wasting time cause I really don't know what to do. Any suggestions? XD  Oh, does short hair suit me? lol. Never mind. Enjoy summer~ ♥

Short Hair

Haha! Just wanna share my picture with a short hair. =""">

    Share lang. HOHOHOHO! XD

For the first time SHORT HAIR

Let The Summer Begin 2013!

At laaaaast!! Vacation time~ A time to relax and live with no worries. Time for me to meditate, think, and go. Aigoo, wonder what will happen to me to the next days... Anyway, hope I'll have a good time this summer and make myself satisfied. I reeeeaaaally have to take a very long rest because I have caused too many damages to my body. Hope I'll enjoy! Aja! Fighting!

The Day has Come

March 25, 2013 ; 4: 30 a.m. --Last day of school in my second year high school life. The cards will be given by our adviser to us today as long as we have our clearance... Well, the saddest part is that there is going to be a reshuffle of students in two sections of SSC. Meaning in the next school year, we would have different classmates again. Well, some of my classmates would MAYBE remain as my classmates but some will be replaced by others. I had a wonderful and adventurous year with II- Aristotle. I have experienced many things that I haven't done in my whole life. Whatever section I would be in third year, Lavoisier or Mendeleev, I hope it will work out fine. Up to this moment I still haven't got any sleep watching Shinee's Hello Baby. I'm really looking forward to what will happen today. Annyeong! ^______^

Enjoy sa Swimming!

March 20, 2013 - Outing ng Totle! Ansayaa!!! Everlasting happy memory talaga. Enjoy naman kaso sana kumpleto kami.  Ansaya sa Wave, Olympic Pool at Crazy River! Grabeh! Hotness overload!

 

  This picture was taken bago kami naguwian. Grabeh. Busy kasi sa pagsiswimming eh. Halos kalahati rin kaming mga nakapunta. ^___^